Forgot

Shit. I locked my keys in the car again. Third time this week, you'd think I'd start carrying a spare, or remember my fucking keys when I shut the door. Oh well, I never learn. That's why these shitty things keep happening to me, or I keep causing them, hard to tell these days. Last week I forgot to shut the door to my tiny living place they keep telling me is an apartment. My dog got out and got hit by a car and died. Two days after that, I got evicted from my "apartment" because I forgot to pay the rent a couple of times. Now I've been living in my car and I locked the fucking keys in again. A month ago I lost my job. I worked in a receiving dock unloading trucks. It wasn't a job I liked, but it was something. They fired me because I forgot to show up for a week. Maybe I should stop drinking.